i feel guilty
i don't want to hurt anyone
i didn't mean to hurt their feelings
im guilty..
im guilty...
im sorry! im really am truely sorry!
can anyone forgive me?
am i the cause for this mess to happen?
i really didn't mean it 2 happen i just don't!
im sorry!
those feelings of hatred around me in school make me feel scared and cry.
am i seriously the 1 who cause this mess??
am i really tat annoying and lame to you all?
just tell me the truth!
am i at fault?
should i feel guilty?
im very sorry if i did anything wrong to the people im close with!!
i shoulden have said alot bak then at school..
i was to stupid to have told some friends
and im sorry if you truely feel misery abt what that person said to you.
hope u all will forgive me?
i was at fault there and didn't notice where i was going!
i shoulden have keep my mouth shut!
im sorry! im sorry!!
i don't want to see any of my friends crying about their loved ones!
it make me think bak about my grandmother too!
i need help!
i needed someone to help me with my problem
but i can't!
i feel weird inside when i told my close ones about my problem tat i am facing
and i don't know how long i can keep my secrets inside my mind..
i just want all of this to end!
please!
all i want to do is to go bak home,
shut my room,
rest on my bed
and then shut my eyes and count from 1 to 10 repeatedly
i just want this to end like magic!
i just want to skip school
tat was my ONLY wish
tats wat i intended to do
bt i can't....
all i had to do is to pretend to be happy with the class tat im in
and just try to tag along wif them...
YA RIGHT!
LIKE I CAN GET ALONG WIF THEM!
though..im stll at fault here
how am i going to be forgiven by them?
will they hate me?
or will they betray me?
it is still unknown..
bt for now, i will stay guilty till i gt my forgiveness by the people tat im close with...
will you all forgive me??
