im still lossing my hope 2 those who are nt close 2 me at schbt tat doesn't mean i should lose hope rite nw!
im still staying strong and tall cuz i noe tat those friends are just another piece of memory 2 me..
even though they bought me down 2 the ground,
i still gt my cousin wif me
and even they are still nt here by my side,
i noe they will be there 4 i noe they will always be the belo's in my family group~
i won't lose hope 2 those who hated me so much in sch
i will still continue 2 run
even though my heart hurts alot,
i will still try 2 swept away my tear drops frm my friends, family and cousins
and if all was gone or lost,
i just try 2 move on and ignore the rumors behind me
and today onwards,
whenever i gt something 2 tell or complain...i will post it in my blog
its a secret thing 4 me 2 do...
i can't talk my problem face 2 face
cuz i noe things will gt 2 complicated
hopefully u all dun mind?
& pls dun tell it 2 anyone!
another 1 is my family...
talking 2 a family is 1 thing tat make me feel weird inside..
ur parents won't understand u tat much
cuz they sometimes tink abt ur studies than friends.
everytime whenever u came bak frm sch,
ur mum or dad will always ask tis question..
" how's school?"
tat i really dun 1 to hear,
bt im ok wif it :)
at least im nt crying infront of them...
they would also sometime ask me if i gt problem..
and tat 1 problem i would always say NO 2 them.
cuz i knew they won't understand a teenage life.
so tats y i didn't tell them my problem in life..
i might be an irritating or just blur girl,
bt i won't give up just like tat
becoz of some friends in sch!
BE STRONG AND STAY POSTIVE IN ANY POSIBLE WAY!
DUN JUST GIVE UP OR LOSE FACE 2 THOSE WHO LOOK DOWN ON YOU!
JUST TRY 2 IGNORE AND CONTINUE 2 SPREAD THOSE WINGS OF UR HIGH IN THE SKY
