geez!
life is so irrtating 4 me. . .
really wanna take a walk outside my home bt can't since my mum think im going out wif friends-
well, umm. . . cn i ask u something if u ( blogger viewer) dun mind?
erm is like this...
have u ever wonder or get this feeling that your close ones is starting to get annoyed or hated by u?
well i noe this sounds weird bt i seriously got this feeling frm my cousin. . .
whenever i space-out meaning day-dream or any other stuff, they always ask this to me..
"are you ok?" or " you got problem?"
umm, i did ask one of my friend this before and they just say "im okay "or "no, i dun have problem. . "
this always come into my mind :(
when my cousin say that, it make me think that im troubling them 2 much. . .
it hurts when your own cousin ask this type of question to u and u dun want 2 answer it at all. . .
u just had 2 pretend and smile and said no to them . . .
i DO feel abit akward when i wanted to say my feeling to others. . .
so instead of troubling myself 2 speak, i did rather post all my feelings at my blog. . .
it's quite true that im giving a little fragements of my life to others, bt u have 2 noe wat im feeling or going through right now..
most people who think they are brave enough speak up what is right 4 them 2 the people close to them. . .
bt with an unknown stranger, they intend 2 run away from them instead. . .
you see, those brave people only speak up to the people they trust nt the people that they don't noe or trust at all . . .
this is why people need " trusted friends" to talk 2 so tat they won't keep secrets to themselves...
well, thats what my aunt & cousin said to me. . .
bt who am i going to trust?
im just scared that they dun understand a person feelings :(
we all have different life ahead of us and its true tat we all have different personalities....
bt whats the most important thing in life??
LOVE? , FRIENDSHIP? OR FEELINGS?
whats yours to pick?
err, im nt quite sure if these 3 have the same meaning or nt bt pls choose between the 3 of them?
i will be waiting 4 ur reply. . .
till then, take ur time :)
dun worry! i won't kill u if u haven decide on it yet!
