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Date / Time : Wednesday, October 15, 2008 / 5:59 AM
THIS IS THE REASON WHY THAT I DON'T GO OUT WIF FRIENDS FOR HARI RAYA :-- a) They freak me out when im going out wif them b) I don't feel like im a part of them c) I don't have the guts to talk to them d) They invite some of their friends tat i don't even know e) Im not even comfortable having them around with me! f) I just wanna stay home! just nw some of my friend and their friends came to my house. damn! i feel so blur and stupid standing near them... mum scold me 4 being blur and stupid....geez give me a break will'ya?! now u all noe y i dun like 2 go out wif friends during hari raya~ im nt being religious im just scared! it's been a long time since i never talk 2 them... all frm different class so tats y i dun know most of their friends there( in my house) seem's like everybody giving me the cold-shoulder guess its becoz i never talk 2 them aargggh!!!! will my misery ever end?! gosh i wish school is alrdy over i would really need tat spa treatment really relaxing 4 depress people like me
