there is always a reason y i dun like to stay in malaysia for so long..
bt if i tell it, everyone would think tat im being rude to my very own grandpa...
and tats y i had to give a few fragment of y i hate to stay there DAMN LONG!
well, umm...u see, its nt tat i hate visting my cousin/relative in malaysia..
is just tat i can't really do anything fun ard there....
all i had to do is chores, babysiting and just sit there and watch tv!
is like i can't go out and explore the place..
get wat i mean?
i want shopping, outing games, picnic and more
this is wat i really wanted to do frm the start!
bt turn out tat u can't go on doing ur own things at a different part of the country...
is like ur half trap and half safe....
and like i said it before...." i dun want everyone to think im being rude or anything like tat!"
nw, there no way tat i cn escape frm tat place....
i seriously want a tour!
i just noe a little abt tat place and tat place is only my grandpa and some relative houses!
is just nt rite..
its nt rite at all...
i dun feel like going there to long..
it really kills me tat my mum told me to stay there for 1week...
1 week? wat am i going to do there?
am i going to do the same thing again??
this is so nt rite for me..
i did rather stay home than going to a place with no fun..
and im sry if i hurt my cousin/relative feelings.. :(
will anyone of u understand?
its hurt to stay there...
my sis and cousin get along fine...since my cousin is the same age as her...
bt wat abt me?
there's no one i cn talk or play wif...
i dun like to gossip abt boys or any other stuff---
i just wanna have F.U.N!
and tats all i want frm tat place


last minute ifo...mum says no need stay 4 ....1 weekk...
haiizzz