just don't feel like going 2 sch tmr
i finally realised wat was wrong 4 the past few days or weeks?
its hurt 2 noe wat it was..
bt hey, tats life--
all along i was playing the truth & dare wif them
i didn't notice tat they were just acting nice and sweet ard me
they were just a piece of picture tat flooded through my memories
have they frgten me alrdy?
y do they treat me like as if im just a child?
im a teenager and i need a life too!
u dun have 2 judge the way i look or say
i noe u all took tis as a joke
bt this part of me kept telling me 2 be aware of those who are ard me...
the gap between all of u are still long 4 me 2 walk on
im still taking the risk 4 u all 2 be my friend..girl or boy!
and i admitted tat i cn be sentimental when im nt being pampered by all of u...
the suddden msg and stuff were just a prank 4 me and i take it as some pathetic joke..
so give me a life 4 god sake!
i just wanna be away frm sch
i feel sick 2 my stomach
i wanna cry cuz im scared
i just felt tat im annoying 2 u all
maybe i should have taken homeschooling when i gt the chance
feel like asking kak suzie 2 fetch me frm sch again
cuz i coulden take the risk of being hurt again like last year...
