i feel sad all of the suddenlike things gonna fall apart frm my life :(
feels like i did something bad to hurt my friends
bt i dunno wat tat 'something' was...
it's hard to understand urself without knowing who u are first
cuz they( friends,family, relatives) themselves see what u are frm inside out..
i wanna believe in karma
bt its hard to believe in something tat cnt be rewritten...
as if unforgiven?
aaargghhh!!...
i just dunno wat to do---
should i sit in a chair and just cry?
or try to redo something tat has alrdy been done?
i just want my friends to see me the way i am
not because im kind,funny,blur, stupid or watever stuff they think of me``
bt truely believe me as their friend
im just thinking things through cuz i feel something is wrong...
and im ending my post for nw..
hope im doing the right thing
cuz i dun wanna regret as usual!
