whoa for some lame reason, i hav been complaining abt my "lil problems at school"seriously nuts man!
anyway, my scar getting bigger and bigger whenever i come to school
kinda sickening though
wanting to get sick when sch reopen bt u can't expect it to happen wif one snap rite?
gonna get progress report soon..
worst still is math!
gahh, fail -.-
haizzzz---
how to graduate like tat?
tsktsk, huhuhu!
hmm...im been tinking if im doing the rite or wrong way again T.T
lately i been telling a lil problem to some friends bt i find it annoying
cuz i just dun feel comfartable when telling them...
could be insecurities?
maybe ahhh....
anyway---
i just wanna noe if they trust me or nt?
its nt abt keeping secrets bt how u really care for tat person feelings
its nt a give or take situation bt rather a decision...
so yeahhhh -.-
hardly to say is tat i been acting oddly infront of my classmate
as if im happy bt really nt
seriously i just lost myself becoz of less affection frm my friends
all i need is just a simple thing....SOME LOVE FROM ALL TAT I NOE OF!!
i just want them to see it
bt maybe my face has make them tink tat im just wanna attention..
i just want love & nt the attraction!
so dun give a stare of uncertainty or untrust-worthy to me
hate me i dun care
all i wanna noe is who really cares for me and also for other people
im nt ur nanny to follow u ard & take orders even though i dun want to get scolded frm u -.-
seriously, im nt gonna be a lost puppy cuz ltr people tink i drag u along then i kena blame for all of it
