everyone is looking for a way to hurt somebody
and i wonder why...?
it must be the grudge that they are holding for a long time & it hurts to see someone with that condition...
times we don't tend to take note except for those who really understand wat they are going through...
so why are they doing it now?
it such a short notice to even realise wat is happening around u especially when there's a big exam in just around the corner..
and these takes back to how and why they put their anger on a person who doesn't want to be the target of those who are in pain
....sure they can treat u nicely bt at time they just took advantage of u and use u like a piece of trash...
they play ur hair as a form of comfort and fun and even tease u ard when they feel stress or tired...
bt to me its just a form of irritation to make themselve feel great while making their friends look more less like dork...
its possible that such a friend take grudge of u in or as a sign of action or words..
its rather harsh...i could say
bt thats life...
yeahh....
thats y wat i see abt them is another form of misery
are they still seeing me as someone who cares or just an anti-social who now doesn't talk much just becoz she has nth to say or just dunno wat to talk abt..
im nt the same girl as they see frm last yr
im just still hoping to see if they realise tat im changing just for the sake of me and nt for them :(
plz accept me for wat i am and not wat for wat i do.
hope they noe wat they are doing to me...just praying tat their stone head will crack open and realise a sense of realisation in these world of.....jerks and *****s